Monday, January 4, 2010

happy holidays!

I hate blogger sometimes! I can't get my text to go to the top!!!! Anyway.... Here is my holiday post, very late I know but I am less than motivated to blog right now. The pic at the top is of jack with one of his favorite christmas presents, that's right, a flashlight. Too bad it's already broken but he loved it while it worked!
We got Jack this cute trike for Christmas, he doesn't know how to pedal it yet, but we're working on it. (our house really had no decorations this year, again, not motivated)
Jack opening his stocking. He loved that part. He really loved opening all his gifts and everything, he would get tired of it after a bit but then would come back full force. He's not in his Christmas p.j's because I had to work that morning so we didn't open gifts until two.
Christmas eve. I just have to laugh at how horrible this pic is of Reid and I!!! You can't really tell when it's all small. Don't judge us.
fam on Christmas eve.
jack loved rolling the pool balls back and forth across this table. cheap entertainment.
We took Jack sledding for the first time. He really wasn't too sure about it. He just mostly wanted to be held, but he laughed at everyone else going down the hills.

Reid and Jack

Here is Jack all dressed up the Sunday before Christmas. I love his zoolander face.
And lastly here is Reid, Jack and the abominable snowman.. I mean me. Boy, pregnant+fluffy sweater= a pic I wish I could forget :) I guess it's not too bad.

And that was our holiday in a nutshell. Reid and I celebrated our fourth anniversary on new years eve and it was really fun to go out to dinner and actually celebrate the holiday.

Reid is still looking for work. He's had some interviews with no luck. I am 33 weeks pregnant now and SO DONE!! I don't remember hating it this much with Jack but this pregnancy has been less than pleasant but I am grateful that my baby girl is healthy and growing strong. I can't wait to meet her in seven weeks! (hopefully sooner)!

Hope everyone had a happy new year!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

He is two today!

This kid. This bright and shining star in my life is two years old today.

It seems like just yesterday I was laboring for twenty hours, trying my hardest to do this "natural birth" so I could give my sweet baby boy the best start to life possible. Well he was stubborn from the get go and after 19 hours of labor and much more assistance from doctors than I originally wanted, he made his appearance into this world kicking and screaming!

He is such a spirited child. He loves to run, jump, swim, play video games, watch movies, read stories and rough house.

He is very smart and is learning new things everyday- since the age of 18 months he has been able to put a movie in the DVD player, turn on the TV and play the movie all bu himself!

Jackson we love you so much and I am so happy to have you in my life and that heavenly father trusted me enough to be your mother. I am so excited to see you become a big brother in the next couple of months, you will be great!

Happy birthday little man!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Happy Birthday Jackson!

So it wasn't his actual birthday, that is on dec.26th (poor kid), but since the holidays are so busy we decided to try doing an early birthday party for him this year. We had a great turn out and he got lots of gifts, the main one (a Buzz Lightyear), he has already managed to break!

I am writing this at work so I don't have any pics handy, but while I had a sec I wanted to write a little note to my sweet baby boy.

Jackson, you are such a joy. You have made our lives so much better and so much more complete. I didn't know I was broken without you. Two years ago when we were on our way to the hospital I knew I was getting a baby, but I didn't understand what else I was getting: unconditional love, sloppy kisses and hugs, a chance to be a kid again and see the joy in your eyes when you experience new things, more laughter and joy then I could ever imagine, your cute jabbering and surprising myself when I actually understand it, a meaning my life never could have had without you in it.

My son is such a handful, but we wouldn't have it any other way . He is crazy and rowdy and so much fun! He is growing so much every day.

Jack we love you and thank you for letting us try and raise you, I hope we will make us proud because I know you will make us proud.

Monday, November 23, 2009

so thankful

Today I rocked my little man to sleep for his nap. I stroked his precious face and we had a conversation about how much I love him.

I said "I love you so much, do you know that?"
He made a pleasant little grunt that usually means "yes."
I said " Daddy loves you so much, do you know that?"
Again with the pleasant grunt.
I said "Do you love me and Daddy?"
He answered with a very excited pleasant grunt and brought his forehead to my lips so I could kiss it.

I don't think I'm the greatest mother in the world, but my children will have no doubt in their minds that I love them more than I have ever loved anything.

The Hubs and I had a very meaningful conversation last night and he told me how much he loved me. I have to say I feel so blessed. My husband is never afraid to tell me or show me how much he cares, and he always means it. I have become extremely introverted with this pregnancy and for some reason it's hard for me to accept/initiate anything like that. But he keeps doing it.

And I am so thankful.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Why Are You Women Always Cold?? I Mean Really.

It is that inevitable time of year once again, yes, that cold, miserable, time where the beautiful warmth of summer has abandoned us to this forsaken season of frigid death. We are robbed of the suns invigorating rays, left to make our way through these dark murky months of depression. Like an asphyxiating grasp upon our neck winter bears down with its great power of darkness, we struggle to survive; to break free of this unrelinquishing grasp. But every effort is for not, all is in vain as this hellish noose tightens. Time seems to stop, cold, death, dark, it is inescapable. Days turn to weeks months never ending, winter is a taskmaster that drives us at whips end; on and on compassion is not known to this inhumane beast. Then in that moment when we feel all is lost and we are to give ourselves over to this engulfing power of cold, a flame ever so small burns deep within just enough to give strength that we may endure.

This then begs the question: (Given the time of year)

Why Are You Women Always So Cold!!!

After some intense Google searching I found two solid explanations. The first of course is short, to the point, scientific and makes incredible sense. The second is much more drawn out and quite frankly seems to be mixed with a bunch of conjectures and hear say.

You be the judge:

#1
Recent biological studies have shown that men have blood running through their arteries, whereas women have pure hormones running through their arteries and veins.

these have chemical properties similar to anti-freeze, so a woman's hormones can still be running full force even as her temperature is dropping and thus can have cold feet at the same time she is rolling over in bed with hormone-induced headaches.

this behavior has been a mystery for many centuries and was only cleared up recently on a research whim. it had always been simply assumed that women have a circulatory system similar to men's and no one had bothered to check.


#2
Women do seem to like a higher ambient temperature than men. Popular belief holds that men have a "higher metabolism," which may be broadly true but in itself explains nothing. The medical literature offers more detail, but even the experts don't agree. Leading theories:

Women have a higher ratio of surface to volume than men and thus shed heat faster. The reasoning here is that heat generation is determined by volume (radius cubed), while heat dissipation is determined by skin surface area (radius squared). The smaller your size, the lower your heat generation/heat dissipation ratio, and the colder you are. Probably part of the answer--see below.

Men have more heat-generating muscle mass. Muscles are well supplied with blood vessels. The more muscle, the more blood flow and the more warmth.

Women have a higher vasoconstriction threshold temperature. Vasoconstriction is the process by which, as the external temperature falls, blood flow to the skin is restricted in order to divert blood to internal organs, thus maintaining core temperature. The theory: as ambient temp falls, women shut off blood flow to the skin sooner in order to provide more warmth to their unborn babies, so they feel colder. Interesting idea but as yet unproven--though women do seem to have lower skin temperature when exposed to cold.

Women get colder during menstruation. Supposedly this is due to anemia, hormonal changes, etc. However, most studies haven't shown much difference between menstruating and nonmenstruating women in terms of heat response. As you say, female aversion to cold doesn't seem to be confined to a particular time of the month.

The most persuasive research (for example, "Comparison of Thermoregulatory Responses Between Men and Women Immersed in Cold Water," Tikuisis et al, Journal of Applied Physiology, October 2000) suggests that varying male/female response to temp is largely a result of size and body-fat percentage, not some fundamental biological difference. Men have a higher metabolism only in the sense that a big car uses more gas than a little one. (To be fair, you can find studies that point to a different conclusion--as I say, the experts disagree.)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Ready or not....

Here it comes.... Christmas that is.

I can't believe all the commercials and displays at the stores geared up to get everyone to buy buy buy for Christmas.

This year we are taking it easy due to current situations out of our control. I'm actually OK with it. I really don't want anything, I just want to be with my family. We are going to get a few things but nothing huge. I actually had a girl I work with tell me not to worry about money because we can just "put it on a credit card" because that's what they do! Well I will take my less gifts and my less stress thank you very much.

Anyway- I need some good ideas for fun traditions we could start in our little family. Anyone have any?

Monday, November 2, 2009

24 weeks and a handsome man!

Here are some of the adorable pics my cousin Morgan took for me of Jack... there are many I love but these are my favorite!









And here is me at 24 weeks. I haven't been taking pictures of the belly because I just forget and I'm usually the one working the camera, so here it is. I feel like I'm much bigger at this point then I was with Jack!